Thursday, December 31, 2015

A simple day.

Today is just a day like another any other to me. (Except that I get half day off! Heehee!)
Dates, like our ages are mere numbers.
Be it last day of the year or first day of the year, everyday is a gift. 😊

After the recent scare, I'm grateful for every single day!
Because my darling Cookie is still alive and in fact, her health seems to be improving!
Plus I have Fluffy, my loved ones and precious friends who are with me everyday and not only during special occasions. Heh!

幸福就是这么简单~❤️


Nonetheless, we tend to take our simple bliss for granted so it's good to remember every now and then, I guess!


Monday, December 28, 2015

Where's my darling's smile?

Lately Cookie has been looking so, so tired and getting slimmer each day. Looking back at the recent photos / videos I took, I realised she hadn't smile for a long time. 

Dug through my IG posts and the last time I captured her smiling was 11 weeks ago! 

Will I see my darling girl smile again? 


Sometimes I wonder if we should tell her it's okay to let go. But I can't bring myself to tell her that. 

Each time she couldn't even stand on all fours, my heart ached. I couldn't breathe. My eyes got teary. 

And each time she would show me a glimpse of hope and make me believe in miracle by standing up and walk. Thank you, my darling baby girl!

Cookie is such a fighter. 2 years ago, her kidneys had problems and there was a fatty lump. The vet said she won't make it. She did. Afterwards she had stroke. Then another stroke. But she kept going. And eventually she could walk as per normal again. Then she can't see anymore due to cataracts. But she still continues to walk on her own.

Lately she was hospitalised because the growth in her stomach was affecting her food intake. The vet said she is not going to survive for long because he never see a dog live past 18. Cookie is 18 years old. And 5 months, to be exact.

But Cookie still enjoyed walking around the ward every day while she was there.

The vet also said, Cookie is the only dog he has seen, who is 18 and still able to walk on her own.

Nowadays I don't know which is more heart wrenching. To see her losing her vitality bit by bit with each passing day or to be separated from her physically. (I hope we can still stay together in spirit. Please let me be psychic and can communicate and see animal spirits.. Please!! I miss Mocha too..)

Praying for a miracle that Cookie can get stronger and regain her smile again!

I have to be strong!
I have to be positive!

Thursday, December 24, 2015

A meaningful transaction

Posting the Ad in Carousell

Previously I posted this pair of leg warmers (the type that Jap school girls usually wear) in Carousell.
Had these for ages but I never wear them at all so I decided to sell them. 
(Getting too old for such cute stuff anyway, LOL!)

Uploaded the post in Carousell and within the same night, someone offered to buy them.

Yeah!


Meeting Up with the Seller

She mentioned about being in a wheelchair. Was kinda puzzled.. 
Why would she wanna buy this kind of socks for fashion when she cannot walk?
Thought maybe her legs' problem were just temporary. 

Nonetheless, I decided to go the extra mile and meet her at the station of her convenience instead. 

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Met up and was surprised that "she" turned out to be a guy

Well.. That was... unexpected.

Nonetheless, I didn't want to judge him or whatever. (I am brought up well, LOL!) 
I'm sure he has his reasons and I shouldn't jump to conclusion.

I didn't ask but he was pretty friendly and chatty and took the initiative to explain why he bought them.
Turned out that he didn't buy them because he was vain.
He told me that his legs feel cold at night and hence, suffers from cramps. 
He had been searching and couldn't find leg warmers anywhere.. Until he saw my post!

He also apologized to me for making me meet him despite the weather condition. 
(Actually I didn't even notice since I was in the MRT train and reading my e-book all the way.. Haha!)
I don't blame him at all since he was the one who got wet.. Not me.
And I felt kinda bad that he had to travel in his wheelchair IN THE RAIN!

What a nice guy! Still so cheerful and patient despite his leg problems!
I sure hope God will bless him and improve his leg condition.. 
If it's not possible, may he enjoy good health (in other areas) and have a happy life!


Nice chatting with him. :)

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Random Thoughts

After talking to him briefly, I suddenly I felt so fortunate to have a normal life.
I've taken my 2 legs for granted all these while.. 
Always not using them much (lazing in bed, taking buses) instead of making full use of my legs to walk / run.. 
And always grumble over "long distances" or "troublesome to travel" to places.. 惭愧惭愧啊!

Anyway, I'm so glad I am be of some help! (The socks are brand new and I sold them to him at half price.) 
Very happy that the socks are going to be used for a meaningful cause.

Hope these can help him and end his cramps at night!

♥♥♥

Chanced upon this and OH, 被电到! ♥
Show is so charismatic here..
Totally the type who will catch my attention and make my heart flutter!
(Key Point: The guy's singing must be good. Else it won't work on me.)


蝴蝶也好可爱!

Super like these 2! Too bad Show has a gf and it's not her.
But oh well, at least they are still hosting the show together. :)

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Being a beginner at exercising

Came upon this post in Facebook..


Actually I don't find it funny. 
In fact, no one should.

In fact I think it's awesome that she continued moving even though she's not good in it. It's common for people to do the wrong moves. Just that she's doing it with those who are familiar with the moves, so she stands out as the "odd one". If I exercise with a group of pro instructors, I will be the odd one out too.. Then I should be laughed at?

Exercise should be encouraged. We should judge or laugh at a beginner. Anyway, we exercise to be healthy, not for show. So does it matter whether one does it beautifully or not? Those who find this funny.. Are YOU exercising like her although you can "do it better"? The only time we should pick on one's form when exercising is when he/she is doing wrongly and may get hurt.

I totally understand how hard it is to overcome the fears and actually start exercising (especially when we are so bad at it). We are self conscious and thinking, "Omg I must have looked so clumsy and ridiculous!" But we still try. So please don't laugh at us. Encourage us and give us time to improve instead. Practice makes perfect! 

In the past I didn't dare to attend exercise classes or go jogging.. Which in turn caused me to get fatter and fatter. (Haha!) But thanks to my FHI and Kpopx Fitness, I started exercising and now I feel A LOT more confident in myself. I actually attend exercise classes and jog on my own now. Even if I'm still not very good at it, my coordination has improved a lot and I always have fun during the sessions. 

(Once, I joined the exercises at this KpopX Fitness outdoor event and a stranger actually asked if I were one of the instructors. Wow! 我像吗?? *暗爽* LOL!)

Spread the love~~~

And if you haven't been exercising already, I highly recommend that you give it a try!
It has so many benefits! :)

Sunday, December 20, 2015

God give me more strength please!

Feeling so shagged and weak after visiting Cookie.
So focused on her until I was so close to this ex female actress but I didn't recognize her at all.
(Apparently Cookie is more 识货 than me because she walked over to her to let her pet.) 

Oh, and I just remember that I haven't eaten anything for the whole afternoon.
(No wonder I feel weak now.. Haha!)

Dozed off in the bus like a pig and woke up just in time to alight at my stop. 

She can be discharged tomorrow morning! But the battle is not over yet!!
Let's create another miracle together again!

Many thanks to all the encouraging words from everyone!
Glad that I don't have to go to the pet hospital and see animals being sick after Cookie comes home tomorrow.
My fragile heart cannot take it..

Tuesday, December 15, 2015

My love, my little baby

The things I took for granted in the past: Cookie running as fast as the wind; her eating her food and still eyeing mine; her pestering me whenever it was raining (she was scared of rainy days) or when she wanna me to bring her out for walks; I had to minimise my movements whenever she was asleep because she would wake up at the slightest sounds.. 

Now, I am grateful that she still walks, even though she wobbles a little; I hope she can eat something every day (When I stroke her, I can feel her bones and hardly much flesh.. She used to be so fat!); every time she comes to my room is always a pleasant surprise for me; many times my heart almost stop because she didn't wake up even after I nudge her! Words can't express how grateful I am whenever she wakes up..

Sigh, time flies. How did 18 years pass by so fast.. How I wish she can live as long as us. So afraid to be away from her for too long in case I am not around when I should be. But I must say, thank God for letting her stay with us until now and in such good health (for her age)! That alone makes me feel that my life is perfect and it's perfectly okay if I don't have wealth, fame, blissful marriage or whatever. :)

Gonna try and fatten her up a little! Wish me luck!!

Celine Dion ♥

Was randomly listening to songs in Youtube when I came across this!


Had the urge to sing this song when we went ktv for Orl's hen night the other night.
But sadly, no one else knows about this song so I couldn't sing it. Bleahz.

Still remembered that I got to know this song because I bought this "chiong-ed" CD (opps) for the sake of Celine Dion's "My Heart Will Go On" and this song was included as well.

Until now I still love this song. 
And I still love Celine Dion!

Monday, December 14, 2015

New sofa bed!

Well, not exactly brand new but Lynn maintained this so well!
THANK YOU LYNN!!

And so my trusty courier lady helped to collect it from Lynn and delivered this to my house..

LOVE THIS SO MUCH!

So happy that Cookie can now rest in my bed easily now!
(She can't jump anymore so she couldn't get into my bed previously!)

Tuesday, December 8, 2015

Orl's Pre Wedding Celebration!

Stayed up to make this for Orl the Potato Monster!


Can you guess what it was? 

Well, it's mashed potato! 
No photo because I forgot to take a photo of the completed masterpiece. Opps!

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Had a fun time at KTV.
(Took videos but I think some will strangle me if I post them here.. Hahaha!)

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Dearest Orlene, 


All the best and have a blissful marriage!
Which I'm sure it will be because her hubby loves her so much! :)

Monday, December 7, 2015

Surprised!!

Mama had told me that my sis and her family would only be home tomorrow..

Was walking home when I heard the most precious and lovely voices yelling excitedly, "AH MAI!!" 

OMG OMG OMG 
THEY ARE BACK AT LAST!!


Miss them so so much!! ♥♥♥

Steffi and Stacci said they wanna follow me so only Leroy went out with Sis and Steven. Time flew back so fast and it was time for them to go home already! 

Will go to their home to play with them as soon as I can!!

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All of them will always be Ah Mai's little darlings! :)

Sunday, December 6, 2015

Freedom at last!

Exam's finally over..!! 

But instead of feeling relieved, I'm feeling sick now. Hands are still icy cold too! 
Kinda nauseous and my chest feels tight too.
Having a headache as well!

Previously I was quite confident that I can pass. After all, I only need to get 10 out of 40. 
Now.. I am not sure.. But I wrote 4 pages.. Should be able to get 10 marks??

Don't know if it was because I stressed myself too much. Or because I am not used to bringing cheat sheet in? Feels so strange to be "copying"..

Had a mental block and it took me a good half hour before I decided to do Qn 2. 
But after writing 1 page, I decided to do Qn 1 instead! Oh nooo..

Just now I almost wanted to give up because there was barely half hour left, my hand was aching and I still had about questions that are worth 20 points not done yet!!

Really took me a lot of mind power to focus and scribble in crazy speed..

Well, I tried my best. I hope I can pass..!!! 

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Slowly calming down by the time I wrote until here.. Heehee! 

Still worried about the result but worrying won't confirm my pass lah! 
If I already can pass, aren't I worrying for nothing?

Shall go and get my M1 SIM card now~~ 
Can't wait to start using my new iPhone FULLTIME! 
(Currently I can only use it when there is wifi because it has no SIM card yet.)

Monday, November 30, 2015

SO FRUSTRATED..

Why can't I upload my Meipai videos to my blog???

Or should I say, I can upload.

BUT. 
THEY CANNOT BE PLAYED.

Chrome cannot.
Firefox cannot.
Phone cannot.

This is driving me nuts.


Not sure if the problem is with Blogspot?
Or with my laptop?
Or with my not-so-smart phone?

I wanna blog about Stacci's birthday celebration..
But the Meipai videos are not playing!!


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Speaking of phone.. I finally ordered my new IPHONE 6S this morning!
WOOHOO~~~
AND IN ROSE GOLD! 


(Ahh, I feel a lot better already.. Haha!)

Was hoping that I could go and collect it today but the seller messaged to say that the stock may only be available on 2 Dec.

May? May? Mayyy?

Praying hard that I can get my new smartphone soon!


So excited to revert back to using iPhone after 2 years!




Sorry Samsung, I realized I really can't love you..


Tuesday, November 24, 2015

Lovely Hair.. MINE! ♥

Was so motivated by my newly permed curls!
I want to KEEP having gorgeous hair!! 

Been thrifty for a while but for my hair.. BUY BUY BUY!! :D 

Styling products

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Babyliss Hair Dryer
Super love this!

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Bought Magic Hair Leverag!

To be honest, I didn't believe they would work.
Bought many random hair gadgets and none of them seem to work as promised.
But I thought Steffi and Stacci would probably have fun playing them.
Aiya, so cheap only..Just buy and try lah! Haha!

Saw some related videos.. 

Example of Fail Attempt
Hmm.. 

What we can learn from her experience: 
1. Don't attempt this when you are negative and doubtful that it would work.
2. Ensure your hair is tangle-free.
3. After part of your hair is inside, push up the spiral thingy and hold the upper half of the stick to prevent the stick from snapping into half when you tug at it.

(Re-watched the video after my first attempt in using them. Eh, I had no problem at all.
Can't help wondering.. Is it THAT hard? It's so simple that I think even my nieces can do it.)

Example of Successful Attempt
(Of course, it's BUBZ.. Haha!)

MY ATTEMPT! Haha!

Actually it was super easy and fast. I had fun doing it!
Went to bed with these.. Lalala~
Wasn't expecting much results actually. Just try lor.
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The next day.. 

Wow, all the pieces stayed on and none of them drop off despite me turning in my sleep!

CHECK THIS OUT!!! 


WOW IT REALLY WORKS!! 
Super love the effects!!


Friday, November 13, 2015

I ukulele-ed! ♥

Went JB with Elise the other day.. AT LAST!

Was searching for my contact lenses when we chanced upon a shop that sells instruments..
UKULELE!!!

Been wanting to buy one for ages so that I can start learning it.
Yes, it is a #NewChallengeForMyself
(Previously I challenged myself to learn cycling.. And I did it! )

Initially I wanted to buy a cheap one to try, in case I give up.. Heh!
But after reading some advices online, i decided to buy a better one.
No point buying a cheap one with poorer sound quality right?
Knowing myself, I'll probably be less motivated to learn it!

And so..

Presenting my new 'family member'.. 小乐乐! 
Isn't she beautiful!! So is her "voice"! 

Bought it for about RM210.. Love her!
Her body is made of wood (instead of plastic) with aquila strings.
And it comes with a bag too!

Fingers are sore, red (sometimes a little purple) and even a bit swollen.
But the music is so beautiful that I just wanna keep playing it!

Had this strong feeling that I will keep trying until I've learnt it..
Even if my fingers bleed!

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So I started watching Youtube tutorials and practising it on my own.

SO HARD to memorize the chords and change them accordingly!
My fingers feel so clumsy! So gonna keep practising!

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Started by solely learning basic chords.. Which I soon felt bored. 
Decided to learn chords by learning to play songs.

1st song that I started learning.. 小幸运!

This lady teaches well but I can't catch up with her speed.. >.<
(I will come back to her video later when I'm more zai.. Lol!)

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Found this! Another good teacher and her speed is more noob-friendly.. Haha!
But I still haven't learnt it though.. Practise practise!

Omg, that Bb chord!!! *SULKS*

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And then I decided.. Maybe I should be less ambitious and learn a super simple song first..

Tada! Simple and a song that needs to be sung several times in a year! LOL!
The HAPPY BIRTHDAY song!

This guy teaches quite well but he talks so much about his sister's birthday. Gosh!
Advice: Skip to 3:39 if you just want to learn how to play the song!

After learning the simple version, I decided to learn a harder version!

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This version feels 'richer' compared to the simple one.. I like!

After learning the simple version, this is quite easy to learn.
But I still need to practise more to play it fluently though!

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Playing the ukulele is A LOT harder than I expected!!

Sometimes I wonder, 
How can people remember sooo many chords and notes??
How is it even possible to do certain chords??
How can the fingers be placed like that!!?
The person who invented ukulele is a genius indeed!!!

But after practising, it does actually seem easier.. WOW!?
And being able to play ANYTHING (haha) feels absolutely amazing! 
(Initially, I didn't even know how to place my fingers properly!!)

Hopefully after A LOT of practice, I can finally play the ukulele like a pro!
Although that's not going to happen anytime soon.. Haha!

I don't know.. 1 year? 2 years?

Fortunately, I think I really love it.
Have been practising it for at least 1 hour daily..
(In fact, sometimes I played for 2, 3 hours without realising it!)
Although my fingers hurt, I hardly notice it too.

In return for beautiful music, this little pain is nothing~ :)

Hope I can be good in playing ukulele eventually! 

Monday, November 2, 2015

Hello Mocha Girl Girl!


Full picture here:

Until now I still find it hard to accept.
Why did she leave us so suddenly..

Just look at the photo on top.
It was taken merely a couple of days before she died.
She didn't look like she was not healthy at all.

Only clues were the bits of bones that my sister spotted at Mocha's anus when she died.
Somebody please tell me how to forgive the old bastard who gave her chicken bones even though we kept telling him NOT TO DO IT.

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Had dreamt of Mocha previously.. 

1st time

She was lazing right in front of our main door.
Somehow I could understand her:
"I am always here, watching over all of you."

2nd time

Just this year when Eugene just passed away.
Had been feeling sad and couldn't stop tearing every now and then.

Then one night I dreamt of Mocha!
Somehow I felt that Eugene was nearby but he didn't want to show himself.
Had the feeling that he brought her here to comfort me.
But at the sight of Mocha, I immediately hugged her and started crying..
Told her how much I miss her,

When I woke up, I strangely felt a lot better.
And I stopped crying over Eugene's death.

Life is full of mysteries..

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Writing this entry still make me tear a bit.
I miss, miss my sweet little Mocha girl so much!
How I wish I can see her again..

Will I?

Sunday, November 1, 2015

Happy Catching Up~

Always a pleasure to meet up with old friends. :):):)
Kenny and 2 more of his friends (yay, new friends!) came to meet me to la kopi.. 
Although we didn't la any kopi. Haha!

Had a great time chilling out with them! Whoa, all have pets! And very real people. 
It's very comfortable to hang out around them.

And finally got ppl to go ktv with me~~ Lol! 
Almost forgot how to sing liao lor!

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Was chatting random stuff and Kenny commented, I kept talking about Eugene. Opps! 
But yet I refused to say much about this mysterious guy.

Always thought that I prefer the mysterious guy more than Eugene..
But after Kenny pointed that out, I wondered if I think of Eugene more?
Then again, it could also be due to the fact that the things that happened are crazily epic..
And hence, make interesting topics..?

Hmm..

I don't understand my own feelings either. Well, it doesn't matter.. I guess? 
Anyway both guys are out of my reach now and whatever feelings I have are for the guys they used to be. 
Not the current them.

Does that make sense to you? Haha!

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Reached home and continued to think. Ha!
Maybe like what Kenny said, 我还是有点放不下..

Kenny mentioned that he missed Eugene's singing so I sent him the link to the videos below:



(Every time I watched his videos, it feels like he's still alive.
Those good old days when we used to be so sweet until everyone said we attract ants..)

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Kenny later messaged me this:
"After watching can still feel the sweetness in him.
I think that's the part of the memories you should keep."

#WordsOfWisdom

This boy ah.. When did he grow up to be a mature adult? :)
Time flies indeed!

Thursday, October 22, 2015

好可惜

Chanced upon this song a few times. Actually it didn't attract me that much initially.
But strangely, the more I listen, the more I pay attention it.

Especially these lyrics:

"說到底是真有感情不騙你 敢與全世界為敵
為了你受盡委屈 這些苦我甚至都願意"

"好可惜終於失去你 對不起我已經盡力"

"好可惜我們回不去 傷心哭泣變本加厲 
我一直婉拒別人的情意 只為個不確定的你"

Ah, reminds me of that naive and silly me back then.


Here's the full lyrics in case you are interested:

忘記想要忘談何容易
不怨你是我如此不堪一擊
感情深可入海底
愛的真沒人能比
這些你從不放在眼裡
想你不只是因為空虛
說到底是真有感情不騙你
敢與全世界為敵
為了你受盡委屈
這些苦我甚至都願意

好可惜終於失去你
對不起我已經盡力
我沒有放棄只是不見你
以為這樣就傷不到自己
好可惜我們回不去
傷心哭泣變本加厲
我一直婉拒別人的情意
只為個不確定的你

想你不只是因為空虛
說到底是真有感情不騙你
我與全世界為敵
為了你受盡委屈
這些苦我甚至都願意

好可惜終於失去你
對不起我已經盡力
我沒有放棄只是不見你
以為這樣就傷不到自己
好可惜我們回不去
傷心哭泣變本加厲
我一直婉拒別人的情意
只為個不確定的你
其實在心裡
我真的好想求你別和我分離
好可惜終於失去你
對不起我已經盡力
我沒有放棄只是不見你
以為這樣就傷不到自己
好可惜我們回不去
傷心哭泣變本加厲
我一直婉拒別人的情意
只為個不確定的你

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

Busy busy at work!

The deadline is so close and yet..! Sigh.
Was so kan cheong, worried, frustrated, annoyed..

哦, 神啊.. 请救救我吧!
Translation: Oh God, please save me!

But afterwards, I thought to myself: 尽力而为.

也就释怀了.. :)

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I feel so tired! #SignsOfAging

Just like this cute rabbit! Haha!

Miss the good, old days when I was young and productive!
But then again, it's quite sad that I waste my precious time and energy on doing OTs!!

(Was it worth it? Honestly, no. Sacrificed many precious things and people too.
And in the end, the companies took me for granted.)

Fortunately, my present company is super duper unbelievably NIICE!
Even if I have to do OTs, I would gladly do that!
 Still feel pretty amazed that my boss let me take leave even during our super peak period.

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We work to earn money for better life.
But we often ruin our lives (or health) due to work.
But I guess sometimes we got too caught up with work to realize that we are straying from our original intentions!

So don't forget why we work so hard for, okay?

#WORKLIFEBALANCE


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Just about 1.5 more week to go!!

CHIONG AH!!

Save as many as I can!!
Hang in there!!

Monday, October 12, 2015

FLUFFY IS A BOY!!!

Have announced Fluffy's true gender in Instagram and Facebook but I haven't blog about it.
Actually this draft had been sitting inside my "Drafts" for days but I never find the time to finish it.

So here goes..

Shocking Realization

The other day, I was giving Fluffy a thorough powder bath and I noticed..

..Testicles???


 WHAT??

OMG! Fluffy is actually a BOY!!

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So Hurt..

Told my friend about Fluffy's gender and she teased me for being a bad owner because I got Fluffy's gender wrong. 

But the truth is, even the seller told me that Fluffy was a girl too!
So obviously it wasn't obvious that Fluffy was actually a boy!
And I don't blame her because I know it's really difficult to differentiate the genders for young rabbits.

Besides, Fluffy was only about 2 months old then! I did double check on his gender but there was.. eh..
Really nothing there yet leh!


And when I happily told them how much Fluffy loves head rubs and his cute reaction to my head rubs every time.. 
The same friend commented that he is stressed and yet I keep giving him head rubs.

Urgh.. My heart got wounded again!
(Or perhaps I am too fragile.. T.T)

But but..

Am I the kind of owner who can't tell if MY pet is stressed or happy??

Am I the kind of owner who enjoys torturing MY pet??

Whenever I give Fluffy head rubs, I can tell that he loves them so much.
I can also sense that he is happy and hence, I would feel happy with him as well. 

I treat them as my close ones, which is why I shared my precious experience with Fluffy with them. But yet..
Those happy and special bonding moments are perceived as causing stress to Fluffy!! :'(

Am I such a bad owner..?

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Just to prove that I am not giving excuses..

FACT 1

You might think determining rabbit gender is straightforward, but pet store staff, pet owners with unexpected rabbit litters to re-home, and even animal sanctuaries regularly get it wrong.  

The male genitalia so obvious in other animals are hard to see on rabbits

Quote from Source

FACT 2

Even the meanest, angriest bunny loves head rubs. To give your bunny head rubs, very gently rub your fingers from its nose up to between its ears. You will probably find that your bunny relaxes and lowers its head for you to give it more rubs. 

Quote from Source

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At the end of the day.. I guess I need to believe in myself..

But whatever it is.. Honestly I still feel bad for not discovering Fluffy's correct gender earlier!
I guess that's why her words hurt me so much.. Kinda like adding salt to my wounds.

But seeing him happily munching on his food, enjoying the head rubs I give him and lazing there in contentment..
I wonder if I am just being silly and overly harsh on myself. He prolly don't even care about the gender blunder. :)

Sometimes I feel that animals are actually smarter than us because they know how to take things easy and enjoy the simple pleasures of life. 

So enough emo-ing! Ending this post with these cute photos! :)


Photo from Source

So cute! And this rabbit looks so much like Fluffy! 

Thank God for bringing Fluffy into my life..

Whenever I am stressed, angry or upset, just watching him can calm me down and make me smile again.

So lucky to have an adorable little darling like him!

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Note to self:

Forgive myself for the silly mistake!
Stop blaming myself!

Saturday, October 10, 2015

Let it go.

(Not gonna talk about Frozen, Elsa or Anna here.. Haha!
This post is triggered when I realized the products I received were tampered with.
Still thinking if I should blog about this incident.. Should I?)

Anyway, here goes..

Being a typical Libra, I strongly expect fairness and justice in EVERY single matter. 
In my younger days, I held firm to my principles. 

But I guess by now.. I still get super annoyed but I have learnt to let it go~ Let it go~ 
Letting go is not being weak. 
Walking away and stop harping on the nitty gritty stuff requires more strength. 
And I choose to be strong.

Just now I was pretty annoyed. But after spending some quality time with Cookie and Fluffy.. 
Suddenly it doesn't matter anymore. :):):)




Life is wonderful, thanks to Cookie and Fluffy! ♥♥

Having lovely furry family members help me to forget about anything unpleasant. 
And brings me lots of love and joy, of course! 
Because of them, I'm much kinder and more patient these days. Lol! 
Still not that zen yet.. Will continue to work on it!

On a positive note, I just packed Fluffy's lunch box (lol!) for tmr's Causes for Animals event! 
We'll be at AMK! Come and look for us! You can feed Fluffy wor~





Friday, October 9, 2015

Just a quick update~♥

Haven't been updating my blog recently due to a series of events:

1. Was dangerously close to exceeding my month data usage!
2. HPB announced a major policy change on my birthday. #OhGodWhy

Thanks to #2, I've been super busy at work!
And I've been racking my brains for "fire fighting" until I've been getting headaches these days.. 
And yet I can't stop because we  are running out of time! 
Hope I can save as many clients (or rather, their grants) as possible!

Hang in there! Just a little while more and I'll be able to revert to my relaxing days again!!
Go go fighting!

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Currently in my class.. Phew! Can take a little break from my hectic schedule~ ^^
(You know life has been really hectic when studying actually feels relaxing.. LOL!)


Okay, class's break time is almost over.. Time to pay attention in class!

Will try to blog again soon!

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So looking forward to the event on this Sunday!


Guess what? Fluffy will be helping out too!
It's gonna be her very 1st charity event!

Watch out for Fluffy and me on the streets!
(And stay tuned for my blog post on this event~)